Boy, the last title of my last journal is so painfully ironic that it makes me want to vomit...

Well, it's been a while since I've written a journal here.

I know no one is going to read this, but I just have to write out my thoughts.

So, as you read, I'm having to move again.

After all of that time looking for a new place after getting driven out of our old place, we're once again scrambling...

What I have been told is that this past June we were supposed to get another lease for the home.

But, turns out that the fucking old fossil that own this home, just straight up decides that paying for the up keep of the house is too expensive and wants to sell it.

And since we are obviously too poor to even dream about owning a home (let alone maintaining it) we have to be gone by the end of July.

The wonderful anxiety inducing "For Sale" sign in the front was a nice unhealthy blow to my already strained mental state.

The sad thing is I kind of already figured this wasn't going to last, over heard my parent murmuring about "getting a new place" too many times in the past two weeks.

Plus, the rude awakening of people snooping around and taking pictures of my room, only for the lady in charge to say "This house is back on the market, didn't your parents tell you?"

I'm just so tired of all of this...

I want is just some type of security in my life, and ever after all I did to keep rent getting paid on time, my efforts are just snatched away from me and there is nothing I could have done about it.

The only thing I suppose I can do now is hope my parents find a new place to move into within the next 4 weeks, because I REALLY don't want to have to live in an extended living hotel room again.

It might sound cute until you realize you are one rung above Homelessness.

I have at least one picture in the works, a personal piece (probably will get passed over but whatever, I'm used to it by now) and then I'll probably have to start putting stuff away.

But I guess there is one small silver lining.

With how little stuff I actually have/ unpacked, I supposed hauling it to the back of a U-Haul truck again won't be such a pain in the ass!

...God, I'm grasping at straws at this point...

I'll keep folks updated, let's hope this next place won't be as expensive and will be "the last move" at least for a good long while.