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Haven't been doing too great as of late...

Posted by TheGrumpiestPanda - October 5th, 2022


The following if a Vent Journal.

If you aren't interested in bad vibes, I understand, just need to blow off some steam.


Well, it is October, boy, Summer just flew by, didn't it?

So, as you can see by the title, life has been kicking me in the dick as of late.

But of course, when doesn't life kick me when I'm down.

Let's start with the first bit and work my way to where I'm at now.

Where I live sucks.

It's an old building built in the 70s, and it is literally crumbing apart.

In Washington during winter, it rains, a lot, and it usually starts in later September and doesn't stop until Late April/Early May.

Water erosion happens to most building, and well, it happened to our roof and made the ceiling crash down on two different occasions.

One in the living room and another in the hallway.

Landlord didn't fix the first hole, buy city consul help fix the one in the hallway.

And that is just two issues, won't talk about all the other broken things in the house that never got fixed.

Now, the water main is clogged, which is making it very hard to flush the toilets and take a shower.

The plumbers we called wanted 900 bucks for a fix, and to call the landlord to give them the okay to do it.

And since the landlord wants us gone by November 25th, it's not like they are going to help us.

Oh, did I for get to mention we are getting evicted?

Not the first time the landlord tried, but I guess this time is stuck.

Now, thankfully, it seems that we aren't going to be homeless, but it doesn't seem like my mother found a new place yet.

And that'll be rough, since thanks to the pandemic and the failure of late state capitalism, every new place is charging like $3,000 for rent.

Not to mention, I'm sure there will be some "family meeting" coming soon that I hate hearing about.

It'll probably target to my brother, since he has been basically freeloading off of us and refused to pay rent for a while now.

That's a screaming match I'm not looking forward too.

And I spent the last of my COVID money on a pack of batteries, so I'm pretty broke.

I've been trying not to give into despair, and trying not to disassociate too hard.

But man, it's getting harder and harder every day to see that "light at the end of the tunnel.

And I don't know if I'm down with the idea of heading by to college via online classes with working part-time.

My parents (with the help of their close friend April) really want me and my nephew to go into this art program.

April would be paying the tuition, which is nice not having to go into debt, but I can't help but feel like the stress of this would make me drop out if I can't handle it.

I know it's opportunity literally knocking on my door, but who know if that same door won't slam in my face.

I could ramble on more, but that's just what I've been dealing with for the past few months.

Want to say that I'm happy, but it seems I have to try hard to stay in a more mellow mood these days.

Not expecting much on my birthday, kinda forgot it's only two weeks away on the 17th.

I'd ask for some fan art but, beggars never get anything, so I guess I'll just not bother.

Going to try and finish the art I own to people, and maybe push out one last piece in November if packing doesn't take over.

Anyway, that's all, thanks for reading if you got this far.

The future is clouded, I just hope it'll all work out and add up to something worthwhile.


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